Farrah Abraham Admits to Using Drugs, Considered Suicide After Derek’s Death

‘Teen Mom’ Farrah Abraham hasn’t had an easy life. In fact, just days before she delivered her daughter, Sophia, Abraham got tragic news. Her boyfriend, Derek Underwood, had been killed in a car accident.

Now, Farrah is finally opening up about Derek’s death, and how she coped, which includes using drugs and contemplating suicide!

“All I could think about was killing myself. I figured I would drown myself in the bathtub — that seemed like the easiest way to go,” she shockingly admitted to In Touch Weekly.

Abraham also admitted to using drugs such as marijuana and cocaine and alcohol as a way to escape the pain. “When I drank, I’d be happy for 10 minutes,” says Farrah. “When I got high, I’d feel a sense of nothingness for about an hour. But in the end, my negative emotions always came rushing back.”

Thankfully, Farrah has gotten her life together, but the pain of Derek’s death is still something she’s working through.

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